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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Multimodal photography



It is scary when your kid becomes your spitting image. You can tell this is not me because a) she's about a foot and a half too short; b) I never wear powder blue (and she wears it almost all the time), and c) she is riding a mountain bike with shocks (and I think shocks are for wimps as a general rule, although if you're younger than 12 it's probably OK).



This picture I took while driving. It doesn't do justice to the bilious yellow that this building was painted. I wanted to take a picture while driving (waiting at a light actually) and this mustard yellow house was the most noteworthy thing in sight. There is always at least one apartment for sale in this building. I wonder if the exterior color somehow causes residents to become dissatisfied with life. Stucco looks good painted yellow; I know half the world lives in yellow stucco. But there's a world of yellow.

I meant to come here to talk about taking photos on wheels, but I guess I ended up talking about two colors I find pretty repellant, although I only find powder blue repellant when I wear it. It makes me feel fuzzy and sleepy. I don't feel sharp in powder blue.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Juxtaposition

I am listening to "On the Road" on audiobook. I am not good at reading books since it requires sitting and not doing other things for long stretches of time. If I'm reading a great book during my train commute time it kills me to have to stop when it's time to get off the train. If I'm listening to a book, I can listen during my bus ride, during my train ride (whether there's room to hold a book or not), during the walk to the office. This audiobook is read by Matt Dillon, who has a great voice but doesn't do as much as he could with it. He could be like the hot boyfriend reading to you in bed, but he's not and it's OK because I bet Kerouac had a voice like this-- lots to say and not lots of expression. Anyway, so I had some time today to listen but I also needed to find a place to listen. The problem with listening to an audiobook is I can do it while walking or going somewhere but not while reading something else or working at my job. Also, if you're holding a book and reading you've got something to look at. I'm not comfortable just sitting on a bench somewhere and listening to an audiobook-- it's kind of like one of those lunatic people on the bus wearing an earplug cellphone and yacking away to someone who's not even there while looking at other people.

So, I had this time, but had to be out & about while Sidekick was otherwise occupied. I couldn't just sit on a bench, and didn't want to sit alone in a coffee shop staring at nothing or other people while On the Road. I had a couple of errands to do so I spent a half hour walking, listening and buying the only pens I like to write with. Then I went back to the Museum of Fine Arts to spend the rest of my two hours of alone time. I went into the big front doors for the first time ever-- back when I used to go more frequently I don't think the front doors were ever open. The museum was just opening so there was a line and lots of people coming in. I took the first left after passing the cute ticket guy and found myself in the old stuff; Greek, Egyptian, Etruscan antiquities. Still listening to On the Road. Sal was in Bakersfield with his Mexican girlfriend while I was checking out the sexy carvings and eyes off of coffins that rotted away long ago.

Then I tried to find the rest of the antiquities, took a wrong turn and found the hordes of tourists looking at paintings. Back the other way, crossed behind cute ticket guy again and found the Indian art. But there was a big exhibit of modern Japanese textiles and clay in the same space.

The last time I was there, last week, I looked at the Sargents and other paintings because I had just finished reading a book about Sargent and Madame X. (An actual paper book!) I wanted to avoid paintings as much as possible today.

I also wanted to sit and draw some of the Egyptian wall carvings because I like the flatness and use of space and patterns. I don't know the MFA's policy on drawing materials (I know that the Harvard museums allow only pens) and I didn't want to have to make the guards work any harder than they already work (hee). Also, I was listening to the book and like I said before it's hard to listen and read. I had to pause every time I wanted to read the story of a particular work, and I wanted to read a lot of the stories behind a lot of the work. I figured I would have to shut down OTR entirely if I was going to draw.

Then I got tired, headed to the bookstore and looked at a couple of books while sitting at the weird desk that the art freaks use to study obscure details of stuff in massive, expensive books. I found a good book for Sidekick entitled "Angry Little Girls." Sidekick and books are like opposite ends of magnets so I try everything I can to find a book to shatter those laws of physics. (Sidekick actually likes this book.) The reason I mention it is because I got back to Sidekick's locale with a half hour to spare, and was still listening to OTR, and in order not to look like I was sitting on a bench ogling people and possibly making eye contact and inviting conversation (shudder!) I pretended to read "Angry Little Girls." Then found I was reading it for real and had to keep rolling back OTR to catch what I had missed. I was sitting under a wall clock that seemed to be moving really slowly. After about 20 minutes I figured out that it was stopped.

Jack is now back on the east coast and finally met up with Dean again so I think we're back into the action.

I bought a guidebook to the museum (another paper book!) so I could look at stuff, draw stuff and read stories about stuff at my leisure.

Then I got mad because I shouldn't be spending money since I am going on vacation in 2 weeks.

On the long walk between our next errands I took this picture:



I really like that Sidekick's class is drawing us back into Boston on a regular basis.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

bite me, world

iTunes is taunting me by repeatedly spitting out "Sometimes It Snows in April" and Blogger won't let me upload my pictures today.

The great thing about having a blog is you can have all kinds of conspiracy theories and whine all you want.

I am currently looking for a mask to do a "Tribute to Meatyard" series. I think I can't avoid having human figures in my photos anymore.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

very far off in the distance I can smell the thaw coming

Smells are starting to unfreeze. Yesterday as I walked across the locks I smelled ocean. This morning I smelled dirt on the air. I am not getting my hopes up because the way things are going this could be the year without a springtime.

It would be cool if there were smell-blogs, though.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Ignoring the outdoors until further notice


Sick of the cold already. This week is like last week, only colder. I am going to pretend it's not cold for a while.

I know soon it will be a bit warmer and I will think "what was I whining about, here is the warm weather and all is well." Is it wrong to wish that it was warmer NOW? I know it was warm for a while last week; am I being greedy? This will be the warmest day of the whole week according to the five day forecast.




Today I wore so many layers I don't even know how cold it really is. I am wearing: double layer long underwear pants, jeans, Smartwool socks, high suede boots (under the jeans.... tall boots are a very warm layer). On top: long sleeved sports synthetic-fiber shirt, t-shirt, turtleneck, tweed jacket (because I was still cold in the house), and a winter coat that someone who wants me never to mate again bought me but I wear anyway when I need a functional winter coat. Plus, wool scarf, and I have ski gloves and a fleece hat on standby. I was actually not miserable this morning.

Looking forward to the day I'm not wearing a scarf and hat in my house. We are dealing with high gas heating bills by only heating the 3 feet immediately surrounding us with space heaters while we are home & awake. We have blankets everywhere. I usually have a warm furry cat sitting on my lap (I wonder if they are being affectionate, or if they are cold too).

I would move south, if I could only take my entire city with me.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Feather Sky and Broken Steps



Today I took many pictures of trees covered with golden buds and none worked out. They were either out of focus or just not right. When I was heading back home I got this shot of a blue sky with feathery clouds. Now the sun is going down and the sky is full of clouds that look like rolls of cat hair & lint that blow across the floor if your house is drafty and you don't sweep for a year. (and you have a cat like mine :)



On Thursday I walked over the Charlestown Bridge looking for this specific bit of decay. I held the camera through the holes in an old wire fence and aimed it down so I could get the right angle to make it seem dangerous & despairing (although the bright sun kind of blows that mood). It still looks good but it doesn't look like it's going to suck you down if you don't back away because it'll be just a few moment until the metal under your feet follows the steps. From here the water looks green; it doesn't usually. I wonder if someone actually fell through the steps and that's how they broke, or if they gave way in a strong wind, or if they just dropped off.



Yesterday I didn't leave the house at all... I think that's something that happens maybe only once a year. I really wanted to go out; I had been planning to go out, but Sidekick refused. I made her put it in writing. We had nearly nothing to eat in the house and I knew we'd both be bouncing off the walls by 8 p.m., so I made her sign her statement. It kills me to not walk anywhere in a whole day.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Snow & wind



You really can't tell in this picture but I took it because there was an intense snow squall going on. One of these days I'm going to figure out how to capture snow. I may need to go outside with professional quality lights and figure it out but I will. It may need to wait until next year, because I'm hoping that this is the LAST snow we'll see this winter.

Yesterday started out lovely-- I think you could have called it mild. I decided to bike into work, starting with biking with my daughter to school. We figured we'd have to leave our bikes there overnight because we'd be coming home after dark, but she elected to ride anyway and that was fine with me.

I've been a very cautious rider lately for a couple of reasons, but my route to work is pretty simple and not too trafficky. As with most routes, if you study the lights & traffic you can usually come up with a reliable strategy for avoiding most potential conflicts. My ride in was lovely-- it could have been a vacation week, the traffic was so light. There are a couple of places where I am extra cautious, like the place where I cross over 4 lanes of traffic to make a left turn onto a bridge. I know that the traffic often gets stopped further up the road long enough for me have the whole 4 lanes to myself for the whole amount of time it takes me to ride that block, so I drifted leisurely across the 4 lanes and it was absolutely fine, even with extra caution. Then there's a part where I have to go down a narrow one-way street with cars parked on both sides and then take a left onto another narrow one-way street; this often requires caution if cars behind me are being aggressive. Today, the cars behind me were being freakishly polite and stayed well back so I took my left easily.

I passed the place where I crashed last year without incident, but with memories. I rode along the dock a bit to see if I could get a new & interesting angle on my favorite scene. Parked my bike, walked into work like the Environmental Superhero that I am, changed into work clothes.

The way back: during the day it started to snow; not a lot but little maddening snowflakes. It was 38 degrees, how did the sky manage to make and maintain snowflakes above freezing? Clearly it was a day to defy laws of nature. I tried to head out a little bit early for no other reason than I wanted to, but kept getting delayed in conversations with coworkers. I hit the road at 5 p.m. I had 45 minutes to make a ride that usually takes 25 minutes or so.

Immediately the wind slammed me like a wall of styrofoam. I rode by my usual bus stop full of the usual people and could barely stay upright and make forward progress, the wind was so awful. I was pedaling maniacally. By the time I went two blocks I felt like I was abusing my cardiovascular system. I pressed on, though, knowing that the real test was yet to come. I ride up this big ugly highway feeder road, then across a long ugly bridge which usually has a lot of road debris. On the bridge, the wind kept coming around and slamming first from straight on and then from the side. It seemed like a real possibility I could get hit with a powerful gust and get tossed sideways into a car. I kept powering on. It was an incredible workout. I wondered if I was going to have a cardiac incident-- it's been months since I've biked any significant amount. How out of shape was I? I was happy to see every red light for the chance to gather up some oxygen & red blood cells and make sure they were getting along all right.

There are two problems with biking in strong wind besides having to ride 3 times harder over the same distance. One is the hazard of objects being blown into you. We have trees, there's lots of sand on the roads, and people are often not careful with their junk. Every part of town has its trash day; when it's windy it can be a disaster. Then there's the risk of old houses just falling apart in the wind. I know my house rocks in the wind; eventually something's going to shake off. I picked up a weird metal band that got stuck in my spokes; after I pulled it out I thought I heard something else going on somewhere around my tires but I didn't want to stop to explore too long. I know I've shown this picture off a lot in real life, but this is what I picked up the last time we had lovely weather back in January; this stupid nail ended up costing me $60 in repairs. Then the bike shop discovered lots of other perilous mechanical problems (broken spoke, worn out chain & chain rings, broken pedal, etc. etc... it's always been my philosophy that urban bikes are made to be pounded on) so I dropped another $200 to make my bike run like a well-oiled, not-worn-out-at-all machine. I couldn't bear the thought of something else tearing through my bike (and if I'm perfectly honest, costing me more money!).



The other problem with biking in wind is the noise. I rely a lot on listening to what's behind me. I can tell if there's a vehicle, what kind of vehicle it's likely to be, how fast it's coming up behind me. I would never wear an iPod in traffic because I need to hear. Strong wind can drown out the sound of cars or bikes coming up behind. I don't like being startled. For me not being able to hear is like wearing blinders.

Once I hit Broadway, things got better. The ride up the feeder road and across the bridge didn't have any shelter from the wind at all, but here the buildings on either side blocked the wind a little bit. There was more risk of stuff blowing around and tree branches falling, but traffic was backed up so I didn't have to worry about cars moving, I could blow right past them. There's a slight hill that I was worried about-- it always gets to me in the heat of summer, but it was nothing after being slammed by wind. Finally I made it to the stretch of road that I walk if I don't ride and it was lovely to ride it instead of walking. Some days walking seems excruciatingly slow.

Made it to my destination, dropped off my stuff, changed out of my clownish tights & shorty-pants into jeans, then went back out for coffee. That's when the snow started flying. It was crazy.

Fast forward a couple of hours; we finally got out of the school event and people were hanging around outside so I didn't feel the bikes were completely safe. Also, we were dead tired and wanted to be home as soon as possible. We decided to bike carefully on the sidewalks & bike lanes. I was freezing; don't know how the kid wasn't freezing, but we made it home.

I didn't ride today. It's back to under freezing. Whenever I'm on foot & I see the flocks of people who bike in all weather around here I think "lucky!" in my best Napoleon Dynamite inner voice. On Wednesday I am pretty sure people were thinking other things when they saw bikers struggling to move forward in that wind.

Monday, March 13, 2006



Monday & Tuesday... not good shooting days, not because of weather conditions (from thunderstorms to warm & sunny) but because of just general lack of motivation & inspiration... well, not inspiration necessarily. Two days lost to unresolved grumpiness.



This is a shot of the tide running out of the harbor on Sunday evening.




Not a great shot, I just think it's funny. In photo school, use of full-frame images was a matter of pride so everyone developed a sense of "what's going on at the edges." I was trying to get a shot of the two girls (not for art purposes but for personal memories). I couldn't catch them turned to the camera and I lost control of the bottom edge... hee.

Here is an authetic Tuesday photo that is neither a good shot nor particularly expressive... it is what it is, a weird tree in an unexplored corner of the park under the bridge. I accidentally walked on daffodil shoots to get here. The weird beach grass is a pretty color in the rain.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

The gorgeous day



Yesterday began as a gray day. I was out looking for lights & colors to photograph. The pavement wasn't wet so nothing was reflecting; the light had to stand all on its own.

As it cleared up, I got some shots of faded paint:



Definitely urban ruin. There are three boxcars around this building. There are no longer any railroad tracks leading to this building. How are these boxcars ever going to leave?

It drives me nuts how my camera curves shapes if you're not way far away. Still working on the cube.



What is cool about shooting in winter: no leaves.

The shell of the jail

Now that the weather is warming up I can wander farther without physical suffering. I've been watching the transformation of the Charles Street Jail. It's been stripped down to a shell... no floors, no walls, just the stone exterior which is looking really good. I'm not sure if it's going to be a hotel or a medical building. The proportions are great.



That torchiere-looking streetlight really bugs me.




It started out overcast yesterday but cleared up by noon. The sky was bright with finely drawn clouds. I was out earlier in the evening than usual, and practiced shooting from the hip. Here is another homeward bound shot. If I turned around from this point I'd be looking at the jail.




In the afternoon, when it was warm and sunny and everyone was happy, I got a couple of great shots from new perspectives. I'm all about the jail right now, though. The other shots deserve their own post.

Friday, March 10, 2006

My overcast skills need work



Seriously. I came up empty yesterday. I like this shot because the bridge cables are white against the gray sky. I compared it with a blue sky day photo and the cables are white against the sky when it's blue, too. I am a person who frequently needs to have the obvious spelled out. I like the teeny tiny bus against the leg of the bridge. The scale is insane.




Yesterday I bought a Gorey-a-day calendar. Even though it's March something with two digits already, I wanted 365 little Gorey drawings. I am hopelessly calendar impaired and even having a calendar won't help... we'll forget to pull days off until we're 6 weeks behind, then we'll jump ahead to something good... a particularly gory Gashlycrumb Tinies death, maybe. The calendars were really cheap (being well into 2006 by now). I just wanted the pictures. I got myself a Gustav Klimt daybook which will embarrass my boss, and my sidekick picked up a Bad-Cat-a-day calendar.

The reason I bring up Gorey here is the guy could render anything in pen & ink, a skill I really envy. This photo is so black & white it would be good pen & ink practice. Hmmm, wonder if I could design a photo effect that rendered photos in pen & ink lines. (if something like that already exists, hooray... I don't have photoshop.)



This is not a great photo, but when I looked at it I discovered a pleasing arrangement of birds at the top left. Thanks for the assist, my avian friends!




I shot this block. I love old weathered paint. I know someone who always draws very solid shapes... everything is square and you know you could never tip it over no matter how strong you were, that's how solidly built his drawings are. The navy yard is full of cement blocks. I'm trying to capture the solidness and the shading. This is an example of how not to do it. I'm hoping my next effort will be more successful.

I had another opportunity at overcast shooting today. I think time of day is probably important. I also looked for lights, like neon (thanks for the tip!)

Thursday, March 09, 2006

I'm guessing you wouldn't want Bill Napoli or Mike Rounds to get you pregnant

So why would you let them keep you pregnant?

No one wants to force you to have an abortion. But if these guys decided to rape you, you would have to carry their babies (unless, of course, as Bill Napoli specified, if they did so violently and performed certain unspeakable acts which I wonder if they even KNOW wouldn't get a woman pregnant).

These guys think that someone might want to adopt that baby. How many children have these leaders adopted themselves? You have to guess if they're so pro-adoption and are such powerful men, adoption would be within their means. How many exactly have they adopted? Don't be fooled. There are more adoptable children already than there are prospective adoptive parents. These men who want all pregnancies brought to term are not going to share directly in the responsibility of raising these children.

They are taking away a choice and not offering any help in dealing with the inevitable outcomes.

No one ever wants to get backed into a difficult decision. But having no legal, reasonable, or workable options is worse.

This is not a woman's issue. This is an issue that has serious implications for both men & women. Please keep the right to make this decision in your own hands. Please do not try to make this decision for other people.

Now back to our usual programming.

Starting the day above freezing



The temperature's going up but we're going to pay for it in wind tomorrow. I'm getting a jump on the day... it looks like today will have a wet newspaper sky so I'm posting from my wet newspaper sky archives. (note: it's not exactly wet newspaper sky... less textured, more opaque) We did have the light band at the edge of the sky like in the photo today.

I'm happy that the seasons are changing but you always gotta worry about what's coming up. If I expect weeks & weeks of cold rain and strong winds, hopefully there will be no unhappy surprises. At least it's not finger-achingly cold indoors without the heat on anymore.

As I was walking I was trying to think of what kinds of things can be photographed well under an overcast sky. No glare, no shadows, no bright reflections. It can't be the end of the line for a shadow photographer. I came up with colors. I looked for bright colors or subtle colors which would wash out in contrasty conditions. It's not easy considering the environment. It's very easy to take black & white pictures without black & white film (or digital effect) around here. Let's see if I have any success.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Still cracked



I love these falling down buildings. We are surrounded by urban ruins. I grew up in a place where there were few solid old things. Nothing aged beautifully. Here, the outside layers have fallen away and we can see the patterns of bricks inside. Where there are holes in this layer, you can see the sky on the other side from the right angle.

The land we have occupied will likely never be restored to its natural state, so the decision to build should be made very carefully. What has been paved will likely never be unpaved. Who would want to clear away thousands of fallen bricks?

These buildings must have some terrible problems aside from neglect. Other buildings nearby have been restored or rebuilt into offices or condos.

The Navy Yard is a national park. A lot of the parks around here feature fallen down buildings; in other places, like the harbor islands, people are welcome to test the safety of the buildings by walking through.



I can't guess why there's an old wooden gate in the water here. I can guess why there's a floating boom.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

cracks in the icing



Doesn't everyone feel this way sometimes?





In other news, it appears that a passage under the Zakim Bridge has been opened up. Here is a view of the opening between the locks and North Station. Maybe this is the location for the skate park? Could pedestrian and bike access be opening up through the whole mess between the locks and the pedestrian/bikeways further west?

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Patterns



The gorgeous clear blue sky would get boring if it only wasn't too cold to admire it much.

Today in one part of town at one particular moment in the afternoon, the clouds arranged themselves into a fishscale pattern. I didn't get a clear shot of it; in this picture the tree is obscuring the pattern.

I find patterns comforting. If you're drawing a pattern, once you begin you're never at a loss about what comes next. Any decisions about altering the pattern are only simple variations; the groundwork is already in place. There are some patterns that are not boring. Escher was a pattern-maker, for example. You could argue that Jackson Pollack was as well.

I read an article recently about how wealthy people think choice = freedom and people who have fewer resources think choice = a burden. As I was making my 20th major decision yesterday at about 10 a.m., I wished I didn't have to make decisions all day. Decision-making can be a burden, even the small choices, when you have a lot of them to make. Having money seems to gives you an escape hatch or the ability to delegate your choices or the situations that call for choices. It's also less likely that one of the options is going to cause you physical discomfort or hardship. Like, if the weather is cold, if you have money you have to decide what temperature to turn the thermostat to. If you don't, you have to decide whether to turn the heat on or not, and if you do you know it's going to bite your ass when you get the gas bill. So, the choice is physical discomfort now, or financial hardship later? It's not "should I set it so I have to drape a cardigan around my shoulders, or should I set it so my daughter can wear a tank top indoors?" When you don't have money, your choice is be screwed now or be screwed later.



I think artists have to be decisive. You have to put what you have out there and can't waffle & cater to much to the opinions of others or your vision gets diluted. You make a choice to put the canvas on the easel and to open the tube of paint containing the color you want. Once you're done you often have the choice of whether to revise, ditch or leave it as it is.

If your threshhold of freedom-to-burden decisions is say 25 major decisions a day, then you better have a simple life that allows you to save your decisions for your work. If you don't have that freedom and can't purchase it, what will you be able to create?

Patterns?



I like patterns. They give me a moment of autodrive so I can postpone the shift from freedom to burden just a little longer. I like knowing what time to get up in the morning. I hate it if I have to make a new decision on what time to get up every morning. When I don't have to get up, I get up anyway so the mornings that I do have to get up are easier. I don't mind eating the same thing for breakfast every day and I could go for weeks eating the same dinner everyday. I don't care. I even like Starbucks, because the drinks always taste the same. You can spend the same $3 at another place but you may end up wondering when the last time they cleaned the espresso basket was or whether they were using it as an ashtray. Independent places may be charming, but if I'm spending $3 I want to know what I'm buying, plus I'm happy that Starbucks at least makes health insurance available to its employees. If I could toss away money on a risky espresso and if I never knew what choices the uninsured have to make, maybe I'd be more of a fan of charming coffeeshops.

I like to save my decision-making for things that do matter. Right now the ground is shifting below our feet and I don't like it. I can't make decisions until I know how things will turn out. Some decisions now are experimental in nature. How will this work? Of course you hope it will work well, but if it doesn't you have more big decisions to make and more work to make the right choice. And you never know if you've made the right choice because you don't know what would have happened if you chose the other direction. It's hard too when people are very willing to criticize your choices from the outside especially if you know if those critics were on the inside playing your hand, their opinions would change.

As for the Big Choice, let it be made clear that I am completely pro-choice.

Artistically though I believe I'm entering a period of really enjoying patterns.

Friday, March 03, 2006

Missed Opportunity



This morning the sun was intense and the sky was deep blue except for a few skimpy fugitive clouds. I passed up the opportunity to shoot before getting on the train. Got out at Park Street to look for something to shoot... back on the train, decided to get the sunlight bouncing off the Haymarket stalls. The train was running at slower than walking speed between Park & Haymarket. It took long enough to go that quarter mile or so for the sky to produce some huge lumpy gray-bottomed clouds to blur the light.

I could've waited to see if the sun came back but it didn't look all that bright anymore, plus it was really cold so I started walking. I walked over the Charlestown Bridge today.



What is interesting about the water under the Charlestown Bridge, the one made of metal mesh, is that the waves look more like vibrations coming from different directions.

Snow is expected later so the clouds will pack in more solidly before long.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Blanketed Sky



Today the sky was blanketed with a layer of clouds that were light and insulating rather than oppressive. As a result it has warmed up to just about freezing. The clouds were fluffy & variated gray/blue changing to lemon yellow at the edges. This photo is of the blanket sky on December 5; I failed to get a shot of today's sky. The moon made an appearance on the walk home as the snow finally started to fall. It was just a tiny, blurry sliver behind the light clouds.

The ice that I photographed a couple of days ago in the harbor is all gone. I'm not sure where it went... I don't think it melted. It must have gone out with the tide. There is still slushy ice in the river channels leading to the locks.

It's March. Spring can't be far! It should be about 6 weeks of gray rain and wet cold. Then the air will smell like worms and thawing mud.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Day of Rest



I think what I like about these sky photos is that you get a sense that the sky is wide and the sun is strong and everything is floating past you while the earth spins. It makes me feel small. Not in a bad way.

I took a day off from commuting to grapple with some stuff and to rest. This shot is from Sunday; today's sky was clear, and the sun is setting in the west in a plain old yellow/orange fade. On most days, today included, I see daylight from start to finish. If I can see what time it is when I wake up, I've overslept. I sit in this spot while the light brightens until the sunlight starts sliding down the tower across the street. Now the light is fading, backwards: the sun is on the other side of the tower, the sun slid up the house across the street, and soon the streetlights will take over. The moon is dark, so no moonrise or moonset and no moonlight coming through the bedroom window at night. Here is the moon when it was at its brightest, a couple weeks back: